Freedom at the Grocery Store - Wot?
Hey Pam - thanks. You know what automatic thinking I would like to have?
Actually, it’s automatic non-thinking (ok, no smart remarks from the peanut
gallery). I would like to walk into the grocery store and walk right past
those stinkin’ cigs without even recognizing that they are there. I still
hesitate whenever I walk in, then find myself staring at them, thinking
‘well, this is stupid, you aren’t going to buy any, so why are you even
looking at them?’
One day I’m going to walk in there (and the convenience store too) and after
conducting my business, I’m going to get outside and realize that my
subconscious doesn’t need me or want me to hesitate by those smokes anymore,
that I walked right by without thinking of stopping. That’s going to be a
good feeling. Such a small thing yet so important to me, another sign of
freedom.
Cat