Archive for January, 2004

I caved

Saturday, January 3rd, 2004

Wow, just when things seemed to going fairly well on my first Quit Day, 3P
hit and I was locked in a huge struggle for my brain and my
will………which I lost. I smoked 4 cigs during the next two hours. 3 PM
to 5 PM are typically very hard for me for a number of reasons and I
belatedly realized I should have been prepared to take some extra care
during that time. You can bet that today I will! It’s payday and my
neighbor is taking me shopping at 3:30. Getting away from here is always a
big plus.
I do need the psychological lift of knowing I’ve gone: One day, 13 hours, 44
minutes and 9 seconds. 78(74) cigarettes not smoked. I’ve decided not to
reset the meter unless I can’t make it through today and tomorrow without
lighting up. I have no intention of giving up but in order to have some
integrity in my Quit and to be fair to myself, I settled on those numbers.
Obviously, if I cave a second and third time it will be an indication I need
to take a close look at where I’m going wrong here.
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KatieLou’s ABC

Friday, January 2nd, 2004

Excellent, KatieLou!!! You touched on so much here to help you through this
urge. How you felt, why you felt that way, your ‘old’ belief in why you
thought a cigarette would help and your new belief along with some great
options. You’re a smart cookie, Cookie!
- Cat

Coping with stress

Thursday, January 1st, 2004

In a message dated 31/01/02 23:47:01 GMT Standard Time, ukpam2000@…
writes:
I second this too - cog quitting helps us with more than just putting down
the cigs.
Indi