When it all gone
Hi Steve and all of you out there in Quit land, As you know steve I
was into my 14th day of quit and using all the ABC’s I could find
which was working very good considering I never got past 8 hours
before. As you also know at that point because I had a crisis in my
life , Like my wife telling me out of the clear blue sky that she did
not want to be married anymore, and I lit up my old friend. This is
where I am having trouble as I have anilized my every smoke and my
conclusion is that it is the warm cozy feeling I get from it as my
old friend and there when everyone else is gone. It is security and
reliablity that I can not for the life of me find an A B or mostly c
for. I think that the only answer for that feeling is having an HP
which I do not have. I know that if I put it into the context of ABC,
then A My wife just told me she wants a devorce, B I am going to be
lonesome, Sad ,Scared, depressed, and other things I can not mention
on a family web site. C I will have a cig. as it is always there for
me and it does relieve some tension. Now C could say I will get
another wife, or something like that but in all reality that is not
possible. How would any of you fill in C to take the place of a
secure and warm feeling. Something you can count on and know it will
gartify you. Something that has been with you for over 50 years. I am
into 13 hours of quit but I need some help building my foundation.
Any suggestions? I love you all and I admire all of you for what you
are doing one minite at a time. Please keep it up. John