Newbie here
Sunday, October 10th, 2004I have just been checking the archives and was very impressed to see
whole sections on “Depression” and “Diet and Exercise”. I have just
been *gearing up* to quit, reading some books and websites and saw
all these statistics about how nicotine effects your brain, how it is
more addictive than heroin - and a few days ago I just snapped! I
thought “there’s no way in hell I can do this!” and, I kid you not, I
cried for 2 days! I’m still not sure what it was - mourning the
cigarettes, mourning my life as a smoker? Whatever it was it scared
the crap out of me. I have a long history of depression and do not
want another bout. I also have lost 80 lbs over the course of the
past year (also, coincidently, the length of time I have been smoking
again) and I don’t want to go backsliding *there* either! What on
earth do I do? I have an appt on Tues to see a dr. about a Zyban
prescription. Anybody have good results with that?
Also, I’m in the NYC area and although online is great I think I
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