misc.
Ion - That’s funny. I had my first smoking dream last night. I
didn’t smoke in the dream but I remember it was like a grand battle,
and my daughter was involved, and I felt guilty when I woke up, like
I had actually been “battling” it. Wow, using ABCs in your sleep…
you must be THERE!
Carmen - I have also sometimes have an irrational “fear” of never
smoking again. I’m trying to keep re-confirming to myself “I REALLY
don’t want to be a smoker ever again.” It’s funny how quickly we
forget how much we hated it, and somehow remember it as a friend of
sorts.
Steve - I added you to my ICQ contacts. I’ll try to remember to
open it occasionally.
I think my # is 211646783, if anyone wants to look me up.
I’m giving up my “cheats” and milking the lozenge program out a
little closer to the recommended time. I know I could use a few
more weeks to practice ABCs before I go nic-free.
Good day, all.
October 22nd, 2005 at 1:27 am
My condolences, Ion. Thanks for showing us how to keep our wits
about us when things get tough.
Amy- Don’t let the fear trip you up. There’s nothing in quitting
that is worth the fear. Learn this way. It’s pretty painless.
Got through day 1 w/o lozenges here. Of course, no biggie.
Diet starts today. I’ve got a foundation statement for it.
Mary
day 51 or so?