Is it worthi it
Hi all,
after having succesfull dealed with Warren and attmepted to retrain for over 6
month and also did not smoke for over 2 weeks I am starting to ask myself is it
worth it all this. I have menaged to upset so many people in the last 4 days.
Starting at work coming close to loose my job to getting now close to loose
everything. Is it realy worth to loose everything else what was importanat to me
before I quit.
I am not sure if I make any sense. All I know right now I am going in a circle
and normaly I would be hiding soemrwhere but I hate smoking by now. So I am just
corious if quiting is worth it.
Having sayed that I wrote a long E-mail to my boss of exlanation and talked
openly today to him. I was suprised of how much understanding I got back. After
all I still have my job and just have to be careful not to mess it up again.
sigh sigh….
Now my family life goes upside down… sigh …
tomorrow I am going to see my doc. makes me nervoes but I have my ABC from last
week.
greetings Carmen