Some help please?
Hello again,
It’s been five days since I’ve had a cigarette & I’ve been fine
about the whole thing. Even though I’ve convinced myself of the
reasons why I should be away from smoking (& these reasons are
pretty serious for me), there is something that is bothering me.
This Friday I’m going to a concert, which is something I’ve been
waiting for so long, & I’m afraid that something may go wrong. I’ll
be all alone & I’ll will be able to do anything I want; I could even
light up. I know I don’t want to do that, but why does it bother me?
I even thought of postponing going there but I know I will regret
it. Why should I miss Sarah Brightman live? I may never get the
chance to see her again. The reason I feel this way is because my
relapse happened in another concert a couple of weeks ago -so did my
previous relapses; they were triggered by a pleasant event. I was
having such a good time that I got carried away. Everybody around me
were smoking. I feel ridiculous for bringing that up, but if you
could give me some piece of advice as soon as possible I would
really appreciate it. Please help.
Thanks,
Mina