The most wonderful time of the year??
Hi Pam, Steve and all!
I have been blindsighted with urges to smoke for the past week. A
lot of my abcs 15 weeks ago were based on keeping busy or trading
cigarettes for a more interesting, productive life.
Well I’m busy now but you’d think I have never baked or wrapped a
present without a cigarette. Maybe I haven’t!! I don’t think I ever
escaped the crowded stores without lighting up.
I know Christmas is not about my quit but this is awful. I have been
telling myself how I wouldn’t be eating all of these treasures if I
could only smoke. Then when I didn’t fall for that I mused with
smoking again until December 31 so I’d have a New Year’s resolution.
Like quitting cigarettes was the only room for improvement in my
life.
Does anyone have some holiday abcs to share? I’m not above
copying!! I tried the files but nothing fit. I’m pretty much
obsessing now so my brain is not thinking this out correctly. I
better go take a nice, cold walk.
All right I may feel better now….happy holidays…sigh
Linda J.